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Everyone starts life surrounded by a protective filter to them to obscure the bad and the ugly - for real. It is eroded by little with every lie, every disappointment, every sorrow, or burst suddenly and loudly, bouncing into a powerful wall of infinite suffering.




Increase. And if you are not careful you will forget the momentum of 12 years.

What's vibrant life to 20 years. With a thousand and a thousand possibilities of flying heaven. Everything is at hand and just stretch your hand and pick. That! Some work and get where you want.

.. But .. but .. in the vortex of 20 years seems somehow as a whole life to have the same color palette to paint your life, and anytime you can and choose another color or as simple and joyous as the first time.

Tzac-bang! Here it's not exactly so. Among my plans were and at other times to travel, which is respected as an explorer. Some kind of expedition in the world, with several months in each place, raised money by working and going forward. Opportunity to appear and be dashed 'as soon as I graduate. "

And like the opportunity came, and not as draconian as I viewed, but also safe and handy and yet it took me a year to give him way. To come to Germany. Yes, I do not know the language, now that what I do there, now that I'll be so alone .. I was enthusiastic so hard ..

But here I am - I arrived!
Are foreign in Munich.

All my wishes have always been met. Must be very careful what I wish!




A new life in another country.

To sponge everything was, and start a new life. With new people with new places, a whole new life.

Deliverer!

Just .. I loved my old life. I had loved people, familiar places.

But I chose to run, I jumped on the trampoline, and now ... are in the air. Let's see where it landed. I started a new life, so I thought to do with all the new people around me have changed completely, completely changed the place, and look like my service was changed. We chose to follow a passion, and let the economy wait. Until I had no other choice ...

But I'm the same, even if they are away from home, even if people do not speak my language. I am the same. Just setting has changed. And I think nobody can ever escape from himself. It's just a delusion to think you can be again somewhere else without you change, the effort, from the inside.

So glad I left Romania for love, and I ran tomorrow ceva.Iar create images of light! For the first time!



I tried to prepare in advance of life, but here I could not ...
I always forget his childhood and becoming an increasingly see in the fog ...
I wonder what's wrong?
Telling all the memories that are now written stories, but were wiped ...
My childhood world was erased, destroyed by tears!
Tears are becoming more, every day life is more difficult ...
Are at a level Metin 2 Game Master, but life is not a game ...
Everything is real life, money, things ...
You can not play with them ....
Childhood is like a world without problems ...
When you grow up you'll be glad you ...





Eyes covered with snow so cried. Small blades of water makes its way to your feet.

One day you click nervous pools in which I passed and you will get wet feet. On a hot stove when you'll be a steam-air like smoke from the smoke that fools day just to make it to the other beings we breathe. Then you will remember ...

There are only moments, memories which say the name without looking them.

The less time you'll be, but you will be someone else, all this shortly ...






I'd wanted to be a little man, but a great person ...